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“To be a negro in this country and 

to be relatively conscious is to be in 

a rage almost all the time.”


- James Baldwin

WHAT MAKES A GOOD POEM?

(Reprinted from the READING and WRITING in the DARK Newsletter Vol.1 - No. 3 September 2022)


What is good poetry, and WHO decides?


I struggle with poetry.

 

There, I said it. 


I think a lot of people (myself included), say they like to write poetry, and I guess that’s fair. As I think about poetry however, sometimes I catch feelings. I have read many articles and watched a lot of videos about poetry and what makes a good poem.


I read recently that poems that rhyme are now trite and seem ‘dated’, and that most people who read them don’t consider it serious poetry anymore. Fair enough. I don’t see rap necessarily as “poetry” or many songs for that matter, but when strictly looking at the lyrics a LOT of people seem to like it and the fact that it rhymes. I have to admit that in pop music, something like, say, Take The Long Way Home from Supertramp’s Breakfast in America Album is one of the most poetic pieces I’ve ever read.


I and an author friend of mine were discussing writing, as we often do, and she talked about someone in particular (a white man), who insisted that if she wanted to be a good writer, she would need to first become familiar with the works of Agatha Christie and other such writers. For what she writes, and the way she writes, and especially her target audience, she didn’t see a lot of use in such a thing, and I agree. 


So yes, we can study Shakespeare, Longfellow, Bryant and Post, or even Angelou, Hughes, or Rita Dove and Tracy K. Smith, but ultimately the power of a poem is going to be decided first, in my opinion, by the poet who wrote it, and then, by those who read or hear it, and it will be their decision as to the validity of the work. 


At the end of the day, I think a good poem is like a good song, or a good meal or a good ANYTHING ... HIGHLY subjective.


I had to figure that out as I wrote the poems for my upcoming book of poetry (with some other stuff thrown in), Poems, Thoughts and Machinations. I was so self-conscious about my poetry that I started to get in my own way—but ultimately, I just said “Screw it! I’ll write what I like, and if no one likes it but ME—there will be ONE PERSON who likes it. So, keep your eyes peeled, it will be here sooner than you think, and I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I genuinely enjoyed writing it!


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A message to Sister Ajali, the RADICAL Sister!

Tue, 28 Feb 2023

AJALI, I have sat by silent and listened to you spout your madness for FAR too long, and I’ve finally had enough!!!

Instead of placing the blame for the world’s ills where they BELONG… SQUARELY at the feet of Pookie, Ray Ray and LaQuita, those in the HOOD are the ones who are SINGLE HANDEDLY leading us on the path to ARMAGEDDON!!!

     

But do you talk about THEM? Nooooooo! YOU have chosen to insult and malign the BEST and the BRIGHTEST! The SMARTEST IN THE ROOM!! 


YOU choose to focus on the ones who are working on SOLUTIONS for these global catastrophes!!!

WHAT?!?! HOW DARE you bring up the fact that they are the CAUSE of it all?!?!

 

That is soooooo Ajali! Deflect, Deflect, Deflect with the FACTS! SMH!!!


See THIS is EXACTLY what I’m talking about! You REFUSE to focus on the Black people who are picking each other off one by one, and the ones who are breaking hearts and hurting feelings in favor of WHAT?! The ones who are wiping people out hundreds and thousands at a time?! (You have ZERO perspective!!! Let me clue you in to something! When you wipe out a thousand people at once, TECHNICALLY it only COUNTS as a SINGLE person! So if you look at it THAT way, they’ve only wiped out, what? Maybe several a day overall? Now get your head out your behind!)


Those poor, misunderstood people… the ones in charge, sadly get blamed for EVERY DISASTER they’re responsible for!!! I feel so sorry for them having to deal with that, that I almost can’t TYPE because of the TEARS welling up in my eyes!


They make ONE LITTLE MISTAKE, like enslaving a race of people, wiping out their knowledge of self and disconnecting them from their own people, or causing global ecological destruction, or having a major war going on at ANY given time somewhere globally, or turning the planet into a radiological fever dream, or working TIRELESSLY to make the world a dystopian, authoritarian, totalitarian NIGHTMARE… they make ITTY BITTY WITTLE mistakes like THOSE and YOU just keep RIDING them and RIDING them!


TRIFELS, I SAY!!!! TRIFELS!!!

  

All they do is SUFFER thanks to people like YOU who won’t stop harping on their mistakes! 

A few well-meaning, put upon elites are trying to SOLVE this whole mess by wiping out a bunch of people and balancing things out?!?! They don’t get any credit for THAT?!?!


WHAAAAT?!?! You say, “Well if they’re so hot on depopulation, then why don’t they start with THEIR SELVES and THEIR FAMILIES?!?!


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW you’re REALLY pissing me OFF!!!


If they did THAT the smartest people in the room would be GONE DUMMY!!!! All that would be left would be BLACK US who had no language and culture or ANYTHING until we came into contact with them and they graciously had us work for them, and give us religion and edjikatun!!!! Just ask one of the heroes of our people like Jessie Lee Peterson!!!!


NO!!! Don’t even fix your MOUF to say anything about the great, sainted Jessie Lee!!!!

I’m so angry right now I don’t know what to do!!!


And you keep riding on this whole “genetic mutation” thing. PURE balderdash!!!! When are you going to come off of it and see the light?!


Can’t you even see when they’re trying to HELP US?!?! What is more humanitarian than creating chickens that have several sets of legs and wings, or other animals that have several more limbs than they used to?! At LEAST they are seeking solutions to feeding the HUNGRY by creating more MEAT!


And STARFISH?!


STARFISH SNARFISH! Now that those pesky useless sea creatures are gone, wyt people can now lay on the beach unobstructed, and get TANS… even at NIGHT!!! (Sure, they end up glowing in the dark, but DAMN IT they now have the beach all to their selves!!!)


And sending children in Africa radioactive rice and putting it on the stores in low-income areas in the U.S.?!?!

AGAIN, no good deed will go unpunished! You just won’t give them ANY credit or props!!! They’re trying to HELP! It is well known that many places in Africa have unexpected black outs, and there are wide areas where there may be no light at ALL on the streets in some area. And in the U.S. many families can’t afford to pay the high electric bills (AGAIN, don’t you even fix your MOUF to talk about the capitalists that are CAUSING the issue!!! IGNORE THAT PART DAMN IT!!!), they are trying to HELP the underprivileged!  They are making it so their children aren’t getting lost in the dark at night anymore because now the parents can either follow the GLOW, or they can use their Giger counter app (available free for android and apple IOS), to track them down. 

So YES! I went on a RANT… but I’ve had it up to HERE with your MADNESS! (I was holding my hand up over the top of my head… I stopped and typed with only one hand as I did it… then after I typed it, I was like… “Wait a minute… she can’t see that.”)


I digress.


I INSIST you leave these BRILLIANT people alone and turn your focus to the REAL threat to humanity, the world and one day the UNIVERSE ITSELF!!!!


You’re so fond of doing research! Then why don’t you do some research and look at the ancient scrolls found hidden DEEP within a cavern at the base of Mount Kilimanjaro, that once deciphered CLEARLY proves beyond ALL DOUBT, where it says and I quote:


1.    And I beheld POOKIE and RAY RAY ascend from the depths of the radioactive sea, and they glowed as like the sun, and likewise La QUITA who was with them, glowed, and laughed, and performed the twirk of DEATH as she mocked Pookie and Ray Ray! 

2.    And Ray Ray said unto Pookie, “Let us destroy all mankind by having multiple relationships with the daughters of LaQuita and leave them… breaking their hearts.”  

3.    And in the distance LaQuita yelled with a SHRILL VOICE that reached the four corners of the earth, “CURSED BE THE DUSTY and each of their male offspring!” 

4.    And Pookie and Ray Ray were waxed exceedingly wroth and said unto each other… “Let us go and get Passports, by which we may find other women (to abuse), who are unlike LaQuita. Women fair of skin, slim of waist and large of ‘back’. 

5.    And the three, Pookie, Ray Ray and LaQuita went their separate ways determining each one, that they would cause the downfall and destruction of the WORLD by their individual actions!


(JMU I Bull 12:1-5)


Also… 


1.    And behold, one shall walk among them, and his name shall be, Procyon lotor, for he shall protect his owners from his people.

2.    And he shall be one of his people, but not of them, and shall persuade many, saying unto them, “taketh unto yourselves husbands and wives of those who smell of exotic ointments to protect them from the sun.” 

3.    They shall worship them saying to their brethren, “Are there any like unto they we have chosen? They who are thin of lip and flat of back?” And they shall smile widely, teeth blinding like the sun in contrast to their ebony skin at their good fortune; and with them they shall sing the songs of their triumphs, clapping in unison on 1 and 3.

4.    And they shall dance as toddlers, jumping up and down, arms flailing and bending at the knee, breaking bread with them of genetically altered plants and meats, adorned with mayonnaise, and feast upon potato salads with raisins.

 

(JMU II Bull 14:1-4)


Note: Go strictly by the JMU (Just Made Up), version, the other translations do not convey the true spirit of the original text!


IT’S ALL RIGHT THERE IN THE F’N BOOK!!!


And as you can CLEARLY see… the prophesy is being fulfilled before our VERY EYES!

 

If you want to know more, look it up and RESEARCH IT YOURSELF!!!! I can’t sit around here trying to teach you EVERYTHING!!!!!


 So STOP putting the blame for the problems we are experiencing on the ones who are seeking the SOLUTIONS for what they have created, and start talking about what REALLY needs to be addressed!!!


POOKIE, RAY RAY and La QUITA!!!!


THE ANCIENT TEXT HAS SPOKEN!!!!!


OH! ONE MORE THING!!!!


MAD Love, Honor and Respect to you Beloved!!!


Now.


KNOCK IT OFF!!!!


Fri, 18 Nov 2022

This is something I sent to a wonderful, Sister Ma’at Speaks, and her husband Just Dewitt, and I felt it was worth also posting to my blog, so here it is as I posted it to them (without some of the extra stuff):


The purpose of viruses and malware is to install itself onto a computer (or network) without the knowledge and/or permission of the end user, to be destructive (or to hijack a computer at best) and/or to create “back doors” onto the system so the attacker can install new code any time they wish., Spyware is designed specifically to operate within a system and not be recognized by the system or the user.


Our minds work the same way I think.


Like a computer, from the moment we are born (and frankly, I believe even BEFORE we are born and, in the womb,), our people are taught and conditioned that we are nothing, we are the WORST people on the planet, that we have no culture and for many of us—that our history begins with enslavement (which it doesn’t). And we are all to greater or lesser degrees, taught to hate ourselves and our people, or at MINIMUM, be taught to be ASHAMED to be Black. – to be WHO WE ARE.


The insidious part of this is that with viruses, malware and spyware, we can use our computers for YEARS, and then suddenly we’ll start getting popups we’ve never seen before, or the computer will shut down, or freeze up at odd times, or the system will inexplicably start to slow down or exhibit other behaviors that we can’t figure out. For many (especially in the early days of the PC), end users assumed there was something inherently wrong with the construction or manufacture of the computer ITSELF, instead of some kind of rogue programming infecting it.


Many times anti-virus/malware/spyware software will either prevent the computer from getting it, or if it does, can give a warning about it, or quarantine it and eventually take steps to get rid of it. 


Some of these malicious codes will give the IMPRESSION that it has been removed, but upon startup, REINSTALL onto the system, and it will possibly take some programmer or other expert who is highly proficient in locating and irradicating the software from the system because it can be hidden within code that can only be REMOVED by OTHER code manually.


When our computers get infected, we get frustrated with the computer and I have actually seen videos of people who take their computers and either slam them against walls, or take a hammer to them, or throw them out windows because they are so enraged and frustrated that the computers are behaving the ways they are. 


Why not be upset with the virus/malware/spyware itself (or better yet those who created and distributed it) and go slam THEM against the wall or throw THEM out the window?! Simple… we can’t GET at THEM, and for the most part, they are nameless and faceless. But the COMPUTER is right there and an EASY focus for our wrath!


And so… OUT THE WINDOW IT GOES! And the thrower sticks their head out the window to get the satisfaction of seeing it shattered on the pavement into a million pieces!


Never once considering that it is NOT the fault of the computer, or that were the computer NOT infected and affected by outside influences, it would be working perfectly and serve as a useful and valuable tool, thus having cheated themselves out of the helpfulness the computer may have given them had they cared to take the time to clean the drive or take it to someone who COULD.


And so, here we are.


We do not aim our rage and wrath toward the nameless, faceless people (and we KNOW who they are—and they ain’t Black US). So, the long and short of it is that our people presently are dealing with a LOT of misplaced anger and frustration!


It’s time to dig DEEPER and get to the ROOT of the problem, Start being angry with those who created and installed the programs SECRETLY and WITHOUT PERMISSION. Instead of focusing on the VICTIMS of the programming. What do the victims need? A deep cleaning of the system, and in some cases a FULL erasure of all related drives and “clean” REINSTALLING of a legitimate OS.


And for the sake of intellectual honesty, I will admit that I have had some drives that have become SO corrupted that I have LITERALLY had to just get rid of the drives. That is also an unfortunate truth when it comes to our people, there ARE some of us who actually DO have manufacturer defects that would have caused them to behave in abhorrent ways even WITHOUT any malicious programming—but I submit that they are the exception and not the rule, and they may need to be dealt with harshly. But that is in EXTREME cases, and as with when I had to get rid of my drives… there was NO JOY in it. And even when I did, I was not frustrated with the DRIVE ITSELF, but at whatever had CAUSED the issue with the drive.


I think our people would do well to recognize, understand and remember that.

Sun, 17 Jul 2022

For some reason I sat this morning and thought about the song – “My Country Tis of Thee”. 


People in my age group will remember being taught it in school (at least the first verse), sometimes sung before the “pledge of allegiance”. 


I sat and pondered the first stanza. (The one I was taught in school and sang repeatedly.


“My country tis of thee,

Sweet land of liberty,

Of thee I sing.

Land where my fathers died,

Land of the pilgrim's pride,

From every mountain side,

Let freedom ring.


Ok… number one, I haven’t thought about that song in DECADES and haven’t sung it in probably over 50 years … but I can still recite it from memory, which in itself is problematic. 


I decided to do a little cursory research on the song and found that it is actually a very long song, based on the British melody of the song “God Save the Queen” (that part I already knew). The main thing I was looking for was dates.


My Country Tis of Thee was written in 1831.


What else happened in 1831?


THE TRAIL OF TEARS:

The Trail of Tears was a series of forced displacements of approximately 60,000 American Indians of the "Five Civilized Tribes" between 1830 and 1850 by the United States government. Native Americans were forcibly removed from their ancestral homelands in the Southeastern United States to areas to the west of the Mississippi River that had been designated Indian Territory. The forced relocations were carried out by government authorities after the passage of the Indian Removal Act in 1830. 


The relocated peoples suffered from exposure, disease, and starvation while en route to their newly designated Indian reserve. Thousands died from disease before reaching their destinations or shortly after. According to Native American activist Suzan Shown Harjo of the Smithsonian's National Museum of the American Indian, the event constituted a genocide.


“Sweet land of liberty / from every mountain side, let freedom ring.”


Uh huh.


President Abraham Lincoln issued the Emancipation Proclamation on January 1, 1863. Meaning the song was written and they were singing it for over THREE DECADES – AT THE SAME TIME Black people were enslaved, terrorized, raped and lynched by THEM!


The “founding fathers”, wrote a strongly worded “Deceleration of Independence” and started formally celebrating “Independence Day”,  the date: July 4th 1777. So they were celebrating “Independence and freedom” for almost a HUNDRED YEARS at the same time Black people had been and continued to be enslaved, terrorized, raped and lynched! 


And CONTINUED to do so through the “Jim Crow” era and on through present day with no end in sight..


They taught me and other Black children to memorize the song as a mantra, KNOWING that we were singing and glorifying our subjugators, oppressors and the very country that was and is terrorizing our people, both at home and abroad – something that itself likely gives them some form of twisted glee as they listened to us sing it.


My belief is that singular individuals can sometimes change … but ENTIRE PEOPLES DO NOT CHANGE! The amount of cognitive dissonance displayed by those who sang and continue to sing these songs, and the rich white enslavers who wrote those hypocritical documents pertaining to FREEDOM, and the people who continue holding them up as paragons of virtue, is something I can not begin to relate to.

What’s with all the CONSPIRACY THEROISTS?!

Tue, 12 Jul 2022

People who demonize or ridicule “conspiracy theorists” have, in my opinion aimed their sights in the wrong direction.


What creates a conspiracy theory?


Obfuscation, misdirection, gas lighting and outright lies.


I would suggest that conspiracy theories are not and were not rampant among Black people until we came in contact with Europeans. When living in a society where yes is yes, no is no, and truth is truth (NOT subjective – MY truth and YOUR truth), then there is absolutely no need for “conspiracy theories” because the person or populace knows fairly accurately, what’s ACTUALLY going on.


I believe conspiracy and conspiracy theories are European and Western constructs – or byproducts if you will of societies that at their foundation are built upon and revere untruths, falsehoods and lies.


Some theories turn out to be pure B.S. and others turn out to be true (a phenomenon that is becoming far more prevalent). But what is true about ALL of them is that the root of the theories are ALL the same! The pursuit of the TRUTH, or put another way, a desire to make something make sense that, according the narrative we are given, makes ABSOLUTELY no sense whatsoever!


Example (in terms of Black people, we repeat the mantra): 


“The police are here to protect and serve.”


Therefore we are COMPLETELY LOST when it comes to reconciling that narrative with their ACTIONS! For example, filling an unarmed Black man (Jayland Walker), with SIXTY bullets in SIX seconds, and then handcuffed him as he lay dead or dying – while bringing in alive a white man who had just murdered SEVEN people and wounded over TWO DOZEN others.


Or


“Justice is blind and we are all the same in the eyes of the law.”


Same principle of confusion as stated about the police.


The problem is the foundational premise, which is the narrative itself. If the narrative is accepted, then NOTHING ANY of these entities do will EVER make, even REMOTELY, any kind of sense! 


“If one’s foundational premise is flawed, then anything that comes FROM that premise will be equally flawed if not more so.”


But...


Try replacing THAT foundational premise with THIS one:


“When it comes to the police and the “justice” systems; their jobs are to terrorize, harm, subjugate, oppress and murder Black people.”


SUDDENLY, like a thousand watt bulb turning on at once in a room that was originally pitch black - their actions make ABSOLUTE SENSE and LINE UP based upon THAT premise!


Let’s say for the sake of argument that what I’ve stated above about the purposes of those entities is not what was stated (though I personally believe it TOTALLY is), then that doesn’t change the fact that many Black people will develop alternate theories about the purposes and goals, NOT based upon a desire to create something out of whole cloth or thin air, but to somehow reconcile the two things for the purposes of congruence. 


The other option being of course, the cognitive dissonance that many of our people have unfortunately succumbed to.


I once heard someone say (I can’t recall whom), that “If you want to know the GOALS of an organization, DO NOT go by, or pay attention to their stated goals, charter or mission statement - look at their consistent outcomes, and I emphasize – CONSISTENT OUTCOMES – and you will know the ACTUAL goal and purpose of the organization.” 


Hopefully, as you consider this and various areas of life, whether on a micro or macro level, another thousand watt bulb just went off. 

Jul 2, 2022

When installing software into a computer, not all the time, but many times, there will be an option to just allow the app to load and configure itself with the most common components and presets. 


The other option is to use “custom settings” and go step by step to allow or dis-allow things.


It is my belief that most people either don’t want to be bothered, or don’t feel they have the knowledge or expertise to choose what goes in and what doesn’t. In full disclosure, depending upon the software, I often go with the common components and presets… but if it is a software I know well, like the Adobe suite, I will do a step by step.


To me, reading is that way.


Have you actually ever stopped to look closely at the install screen of a computer? It shows component after component, key after key, file after file that is being loaded into your system, and they flash on your screen for a millisecond without you having any idea what-so-ever what it was, is, or the purpose of it within your system.


Globally, (Americans in particular), are being turned from reading and turned to listening to things or watching things. This watching, and using pictures is akin to the “components and common presets”. With common presets there is no real examination of what is going in, no deep examination of what one is listening to – and that is by design.


Nor do most people stop to think that deeply about it.


Listening to people or watching them has become that way.


There is a reason that:


“In most southern states, anyone caught teaching a slave to read would be fined, imprisoned, or whipped. The slaves themselves often suffered severe punishment for the crime of literacy, from savage beatings to the amputation of fingers and toes.” (Cornell University Library, In Their Own Words: Slave Narratives 2022)


For a time, the early church prohibited the reading of the Bible by the “unwashed masses”.


Why?


When one reads – it is almost impossible to ONLY read without simultaneously, on some level analyzing what is being read. 


But we can listen to something – even while conducting other activities like cleaning house, or driving, and absorb what is being said without any kind of deep analysis what-so-ever.


We have all heard the jokes about how Black people don’t like to read, and how a book is like Kryptonite to Black people. How, if you want to hide something from Black people, like money in your house, hide it in a book and so on.


I’d hate with all my heart to believe that that’s true.


But there again admittedly, I used to read every now and then. It is only recently that I began reading EVERY DAY and actually looking forward more to reading something, than watching or listening to something! 


One of my goals, along with my Pro-Black agenda, is to do my part to help our people discover READING again, and by extension, to those of us who are so inclined … WRITING!


And I am one who believes that in order to become a better writer one MUST be a READER also. 


NOT for all the grammar B.S., the rules of which were created by colonizers and imperialists. But because there IS a way to tell an engaging story and a way NOT to, and in reading other works, we can discover (at least for ourselves), what we feel works for us and what doesn’t and then at least ask ourselves if we do one thing or the other.


I find reading to be mind expanding and thought provoking, and now when I hear or see a lot of what is given to us, even when it seems like it’s for our benefit, I can see the code as it quickly flashes on the screen, and the programming to which we are susceptible if we aren’t paying close attention.


Reading helps to bypass much of that!


LET’S GET BACK TO READING!



Citation:


Cornell University Library. (n.d.). In Their Own Words: Slave Narratives. "I will be heard!" abolitionism in America. Retrieved June 10, 2022, from https://rmc.library.cornell.edu/abolitionism/narratives.htm#:~:text=In%20most%20southern%20states%2C%20anyone,amputation%20of%20fingers%20and%20toes.